Poem.

Oh Blogger, you just don't compare. To bid you farewell, I will recite a poem.

Roses are red

Pickles are green

I like your legs

And what's in between.

You've been good to me for the past two months. But I've found someone new. Tumblr is amazing :/ I don't think I can come back. I'm sorry.

Oh, and remember when I was having trouble being emo on here?! I did it on tumblr! It was confirmed today :D

Again, sorry. Farewell!

Sigh.

Happy endings are only for fairytales.

Conflicted

Sorry I haven't been blogging on here. But tumblr is so cool! And sorry I haven't shown anyone my tumblr. It's just a lot more personal. But I don't keep it private. I mean, if you stumble upon it, it means you were meant to read all that stuff. So I won't make it private or anything. Okay. So in order to make up for all the terrible non-blogging ness, I will post a super long blog on here. Yessir.

So I don't feel like myself. I don't feel complete. I mean... like today after school. I was there and talking and stuff, but my mind kept on wandering. Part of me was somewhere else. I kept on thinking about going off somewhere to find him. Just to see where he is. Then that would be enough and I could go back. But nope. I couldn't find him. And it's just like... I knew he had already left school, but I was still half hoping he would suddenly pop up somewhere. Ugh. It's so terrible. I'm always so conflicted. I'll admit; there was one point where I really wanted him to find out. But then I got really afraid that if he did, we wouldn't be friends anymore. So it's just like... eh. I'm just conflicted.

Okay. That wasn't as long as I thought it would be. But a lot of stuff in there. So yeah. VIVIAN OUT.

Random

Watched this South Park thing in AP World today. It didn't seem racist at all to me, though. Then again, I talk to Janice everyday. And as we all know, she's the new Hitler.

Drove by school on the way to bai neening. It was weird. Even though I take that route to school everyday, it felt so different. Even though it was 8 at night. Iono. School never seemed so hollow and empty. It was kind of depressing.

I'm so tired. Just so tired. Goddamn. I notice that I've been swearing a lot more. I should stop. It feels liberating, sure, but it's not me. So I'll stop. No more fuck. No more damn. But I like goddamn. I think I'll keep that. Anyway, I'm just so tired. Today would've sucked balls, had it not been for him. That brightened up my day. Then again, there was a horde of people following us. Nuckenfutsers.

Thanks to Si Fu for forgiving me :D It means a lot. But I can't believe it took you guys that long to figure it out. And thanks for choking me at the end. But seriously. How did you not figure it out?! It's so obvious D: But hey, now you can go show your parents. Or your cousins. Or your grandparents. Whatever. I'll do it to my brother tomorrow and piss him off like crazy :D

And how are people even finding my tumblr? I didn't post the link or anything. And yet, I have followers there. -strokes beard- Suspicious.

Today was random. PEACE.

GODDAMN

Got a 4 for my DBQ. YET AGAIN. Goddamn. Oh well. Sprite fixes everything, doesn't it? But seriously. I suck balls at essay for WHAP. WTN. Sigh. I'm not gonna score very well on that stupid test. SIGH.

Tumblr?

Hmm. I'm conflicted. So I was looking through Maria's tumblr. It's surprisingly emo. I didn't know Maria could be so deep. And emo. Anyway, they have really cool effects on there. Dude. It's super cool. I think I'm gonna abandon blogger in favor of tumblr.

I feel bad. This is where I have my loyal followers and such. And without blogger, how am I supposed to follow certain blogs?!

But I guess it's time to start a new leaf. For the past month, my blog has been engulfed by madness. I just feel like it's time to throw all of that behind me and just embark on something new. So it's not only because of the cool effects. Okay. 80% of it is because of the cool effects. Oh well. It's fine.

But I feel bad. So I'll use both. But I think I'll just use tumblr more. OKAY. It's settled. Time to make the account.

So I'm making the account right now. The effects are so awesome :D But I'm having a lot of trouble finding a theme. So difficult :/ And when they show you previews, they show example blog posts in Latin. That just made tumblr a lot cooler.

It kinda feels like tumblr is for emo people. So I will put all the emo stuff on tumblr, and keep all the happy stuff on here. Okay. Cool.

:o)

BTdubs, I went on School Loop. First thing I saw?

Enjoy your day off!

:o)

Posted by: Matthew Magsanay

Even Ted wouldn't do this. This just made my day amazingly awkward. It was a nice laugh, though. Kept me laughing for a while.