Madness Over Madness

So there wasn't that much madness today. But the Westboro Baptist Church came to school to protest. Bunch of duofags. We had a whole counterprotest and everything, but iono. I just didn't feel like we made much of an impact. Especially since we couldn't see the WBC and they couldn't see us. I'm pretty sure they felt our energy, though. But the thing is, it didn't really make an impact. I mean... I guess we raised morale and supported gays and stuff, but that's just on the defensive. We wouldn't even be doing that if the WBC hadn't gone on the offensive and picked on us. And they only stayed there for like twenty minutes. And the rally was so anticlimactic. I mean, nothing happened. They just stayed on the other side of the street. And we couldn't even see them. Iono. I just expected more to happen, I guess. I just expected... well, either the WBC come and attack us, or for us to take some action and just yell at them. But I don't want us to like go up to them and eliminate them or something. I don't want that. If we did that, then we'd just become them. And I know there wasn't anything we could do about it. Having that peace rally was the best we could do. But it's just that... I expected more interaction or something.

But otherwise, my day was pretty good. Went to the Wellness Center to get condoms. They ran out. Oh well. But yeah. Otherwise, pretty good.

Except for part of the rally where I saw him everywhere. And stood near him for a while. My end-of-the-days are always plagued by this. But the madness didn't even come that much today. I guess the madness of the WBC overcame the usual madness. But now that the WBC crisis is over, the regular madness will come and take over yet again. Sigh. VIVIAN OUT.

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Sigh. I'm so fucking depressed right now. I mean, you don't see it when I go to school or anything... but when I get home, I'm such a bitch. I swear to god. It's so annoying. I mean, that whole thing on Monday didn't feel that bad on Monday. It was just kinda surprising. But I didn't feel that sad. I just felt a little angry. So I thought I would be okay. But then yesterday, I just started getting so depressed. And then when I got home, I was acting so bitchy. And I wasn't even realizing that I was. I mean, I realized it right after I did it. But I'm in such a bad mood. And it doesn't help that my dad's a bitch. I mean, he doesn't really care about anyone other than himself. He tries to. I can tell he tries. But when it comes to some stuff, he doesn't care what other people. He just thinks about himself. ARGH. Sometimes I wish I could be more understanding.

And then there's my brother. WOW. 90% of the reason I'm so pissed when I get home is because he's so fucking annoying. I just feel like knocking him unconscious just so he won't piss me off. I mean, I'm trying to read my book, and he just starts pissing me off. He doesn't even know how much of a bad mood I'm in and then he just pisses me off. So I blow up. And I'm not trying to. I really wanna be able to suppress my moodiness, but I really can't. J;LFK DSJRVKSJ D;TOEKJLWFdn v;otkjlWFN V;OITJEWNV;LJg N;OITJG; clk km

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It'll never be enough, so I'll just give up. And I can't even avoid him. I tried avoiding him all day. I thought I had succeeded. Then I end up seeing him 4 times during mod 18. Perfect day ruined. And I had a really good day, too. Having fun at lunch is making things better, but it doesn't really fix anything.

The more I think about it, the worse it gets.

It's almost seven and I have yet to study for AP World. VIVIAN OUT.

Spinach in Braces

And so the second day of the worst week of my life is nearing its end. But don't be so certain. The bomb dropped on me last night. At... 7ish? Eh. Whatever. Anyway, the madness won't go away. I mean, it goes away when I talk to other people, but now... sigh. It doesn't even go away when I do homework. And I can't even pay attention in class. Last night just about ruined my life.

The more I think about it, the more angry I get. So I should stop thinking about it, right? Oh yeah, I can't. It's lodged in there like spinach in braces. ARAJ FDLJTG ;FALSVKTJGN;ADSLVJKFDSA;LFNCSLA KDFJSAN ;LKFSDJ. That's how I feel right now D: Well. I don't know what to say. There are no words left. VIVIAN OUT.

I Don't Even Know What To Put For A Title

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What was thought to be a good day turned out to be one of the worst. Actually, no. The worst day. Ever. EVAR. This morning I was full of hope, of joy. And now, at 9:17 at night, my day has changed dramatically. The madness went from excitement, then depression, and now... anger. Sigh. Life is bad.

I REALLY DIDN'T NEED TO KNOW THAT. THANKS FOR TELLING ME.

Madness Never Stops

The madness just won't go away. I mean, it goes away when I talk to other people. Otherwise, it's just... there. Like today during English. Wow. I couldn't even pay attention to class. The madness just overwhelmed me so much. So basically, I have no idea what's going on in The Great Gatsby. Oh well. It's fine. But then, when I go to lunch and listen to some of Janice's awkwardness, the madness goes away. And then I go to 16-17 and it was just terrible. When I'm left alone in class and in my own little world, the madness just comes and engulfs me. It's so terrible. So I kept on waiting for Geo to end so that mod 18 would come sooner. It was so terrible. It's okay, though. From V.Trinh's perspective, it would be all worth it. Eh. Today was such a rollercoaster day. I don't even know. Madness never stops.

Lunch made my day profoundly awesome, though. 11-12 was normal, but was saved by Janice and her awkwardness. And then there was 14-15. It was profoundly awesome today. I don't even remember what we talked about during the first half, but I think it was just dirty jokes. Well. Regardless, we all ended up with sore cheeks from the laughter. Then we played ten fingers again. That was fun. Gordon has had an erection before. OH HO HO. Interesting. I wish he could've gotten a better dare, though. Sigh. Lame. Anyway, lunch was pretty awesome. But only to be ruined by 16-17 anxiety. The madness didn't even go away until... well, until Richard bit me mid mod 18. That was just awkward. Oh well. Good times. Anyway, after school Meagan and I were having a laughing spasm right outside the history department. I did not know that Mr. Magsanay was in there. He walked outside and asked me if I was okay. I'm pretty sure 800 gay babies were made in that one moment.

I feel like I should talk about my school life. Well, all of my classes are basically the same, except for Chem. But guess what? I actually raised my hand in Chem today! So the amazing! And then I participated in AP World. Granted, he called on me, but I still participated. It still counts. Participation in two classes in one day. That's like a new record for me. I never raise my hand. Never. Anyway... English is pretty okay. We got our American Dream free write back. 25/25. Yes. I feel so smart. And especially since all the people in my class are so smart. Getting a 25/25 is pretty awesome. And then we had a quiz. I barely read the chapter but still got 12/12. I am amazing. I'm such a beast in school. I swear. Sigh. It's time to continue my beastlyness and go do Chem homework. VIVIAN OUT.

Quote of the Day

"I like oranges and bananas. They make funny shapes" Janice

"Orgasms help with cramps" Janice

"So if orgasms help with cramps, what do you do when you wanna get rid of an orgasm?" Gordon

"I'm on fire" Gordon

"Did you enjoy your sandwich, Gary?" Kim

"I'd rather get one myself than go with Gary" Kim

Quote of the Day

Godzillawoman (6:17:56 PM): PENIS.

Vivian Barney (6:18:02 PM): IM JACKING OFF RIGHT NOW.

Amanda (6:18:18 PM): Janice: My vagina suddenly hurts

Stop The Madness

It won't go away. It's been bothering me for two--almost three days now. And it will bother me for a long time to come. Just stop. Stop the madness.

Just stop the madness.

BTdubs, "stop the madness" is my thing. If you hear otherwise, it's because whoever else is saying it stole it from me. Alright. That's it. VIVIAN OUT.

So the Awkward

Make it go away D: D: D: D: D: D: D:

This entire situation is so the lame.

Darn. My Chinese accent fails. I tried doing it last night in the dark as I promised. Didn't sound authentic at all. I sounded like some 鬼佬 attempting a Chinese accent. Eh. Whatever. This post feels pretty awkward. AND NOW FOR RANDOM THOUGHTS OF THE DAY WITH VIVIAN:

I think they're gonna make me go stalk him every B code day now.

I need to learn a Scottish accent.

I need to watch Bruno again.

I need to learn a good Chinese accent.

And with that, VIVIAN OUT.

Quote of the Day

"You're an enragedsack" Gordon

"DOING DOING" Camelia&Kim

"I'm starting to believe the rain is fake" Cindy

"Cack" Amanda

"Is that a game or something?" Gary

"What, Scrabble?" Kim

"No, boobs" Gary

Quote of the Day

"Do you eat all the salt first and then the cracker?" Amanda

"No, I just eat the salt." Godzillawoman

"You're very awkward on the phone. Bring me some food tomorrow. Make me a sandwich" Maria

"I love cocks" Meagan

Darn. There were more, but I forgot them all. Sorry if you didn't make it today :/ I'll try to work on my memorization skills. Time for Chem+AP World. VIVIAN OUT.

Kay. As I was eating dinner, I thought of one.

"Let's walk and blow" Maria

New Schedule

Second day of new schedule. Terribleness ensues. Four effing academic classes in the morning. First Chem with Fong. ARGH. So much homework! I miss Ms. D's class so much. No more doing nothing and still getting an A. And I was late to Chem by a minute today. Got five points docked off. WTN. Seriously!? Sigh. I used to be late to Ms. D's class everyday and she never noticed. SIGH. It's too late now D: So the sad. Then my 4-5 is still AP World. Nuff said. 6-7 is still PE, only I have Donahue. And not Axt. HOHOHO. Except it's kinda different since I am now acquainted with the almighty Aaron Louie. Ah, then there's English. Don't really like it. I'm not gonna really say why, but... don't really like it. Sigh. Four academic classes in the morning. I had two last semester. So the sad. Oh well. At least it's not like the almighty Aaron Louie, him having all seven classes in a row. Waste of third pick. Waste. He'll regret this next year when we have second to last pick.

Ah, lunch. 11-12 lunch just isn't the same. Not the same without Maria. And Catie and Michelle. Things will never be awesome again. Sigh. Ah, then 14-15 lunch. Ugh. Not a lot of people have it. Disturbing. And we can't even sit in the cafeteria for the entire time. Sigh. And there's creepy lunch-line man. Then I have 16-17 Rosales. It's just not the same without the posse. Just. Not. The. Same. Also, Rosales seems... different. Iono. He just seems kinda off. Not like the real Rosales. Oh well. Good news is I have mod 18 off everyday. Except I spent it today outside Ms. D's room with the Left 4 Dead posse + Janice. They were only there so they could meet him. But it didn't matter since he didn't even say hi afterward. Sigh. Anyway, then there's Driver's Ed. Wow. If I had to describe that class in two words, I would say "Ms. Loui" It's not even funny. She told us to "read the book and present it to the class in groups". It was like Health all over again. Good times. And I still stay after school with Meagan. Except we actually did homework today. I KNOW. Amazingness. Well, that's about it.

But before I go, I must give an honorable mention to Sharon:

"I'm never bored when Vivian's around"

Hohoho. VIVIAN OUT.

Quote of the Day

"No is a beautiful word" Cindy

"You're so trendy" Joel

"You can be the quint" Amanda

"He gets hairy at night" Meagan

"It doesn't look good on you. Take it off. Take it all off" Gordon

"I haven't even made any dirty words yet!" Louis

Zombie Apocalypse

This is bad. It's like 10:11 right now, and I have yet to do my AP World notes. Darned AP World. It's the day before a new semester, and yet I have homework. Depressing.

Today was chill, though. Went over to Godzillawoman's house and played video games. And watched a movie. Sort of. But I mostly just watched Amanda battle Emman in Modern Warfare 2. Or Maria die in Left 4 Dead 2. Left 4 Dead was so much more fun to play, though. It got me ready for the zombie apocalypse. I did play MW2, though. But in the 5 minutes that I played, I fell off a cliff 4 times. I need to work on that. It's okay, though. At least I didn't fall off a building every two minutes like Emman. Luckily Nick was there to save the day :OOOOOOOOOOOO Good day, though. Except for the part where V. Trinh stole my phone and sent awkward texts to people D:

So people tell me that my black background hurts eyes? I don't think it does. It doesn't hurt my eyes. But it's chill. It either doesn't hurt your eyes, or you see stripes afterward. And how cool are stripes?! So you're welcome. Anyway, I was watching the new episode of The Big Bang Theory today when Sheldon and Leonard's apartment got broken into. And when Sheldon was telling the police how all of their Halo stuff got stolen, I cracked up. C'mon. It's funny. You know what I'm referring to.

Anyway, I have to do the AP World notes now. VIVIAN OUT.

Best Week Evar

Darn. So that was the end. The best week ever has just ended. I am sad. It was an amazing week. Monday was eh because of arena. Tuesday was less than eh because of AP World + Chem finals. Wednesday was awesome because I only had one class--which was PE--and because of lunch that day. Chasing Maria around while hitting her with barbecue sauce is fun. Thursday was pretty cool because of the Stonestown adventure. And that brings us to today. I am such a beast in AP World. The project I spent half an hour on one day before it was due? 31 out of 35 points. Heck yes. And the final? 91%. Oh yes. So beast. I bombed the Chem final though. I got like 18 problems wrong. But she curved the test by 5 problems. It's okay though, I have an A anyway.

Morning was eh, but lunch was awesome. Spent it playing Ten Fingers. First Maria lost and professed her love to the almighty Aaron Louie, and then she lost again and had to do jumping jacks in the middle of the courtyard. Then Louis lost and had to meditate in the middle of the courtyard. And Emman had to dance. At this point, I had to leave, but Kim lost and had to profess her love to someone. Oh, and I cut class for the first time today. Ten Fingers was just so darn interesting D: We had a sub anyway. He was douche, so I just told him I was going to the bathroom. Except I never came back. Anyway, then me and Catie lost and skipped around the courtyard. Awkward. Too much awesome. Ah, Chem with Ms. D. She made us watch this weird wannabe-emotionally deep movie. It ended up just being lame. It was about some blind kids that have to ride horses. It wouldn't have been so bad if they music, dialogue, and acting hadn't sucked so much. And it was about horses! So they had to say "ride" all the time. "Lindsay doesn't want to ride. Don't force her." WTN. So I just ended up laughing the entire time. And when I looked up, everyone was so intent on watching the movie. They didn't notice the sexual innuendos at all. Awkward. Ah, the last day of Rosales with the posse. Half the posse wasn't there, though D: But anyway, Kim visited and Gordon spazzed about hotdogs. So yes. That was my awesome day. The perfect way to end the perfect week. Seriously. This was the best week I've ever had. Evar. EVAR.

How sad. This means that next week is gonna suck. Nothing can ever compare to this week. How depressing. Oh well. Time to go watch TV. Because I finally can.

@Leung: JACK! COME BACK, JACK! I WANT ANOTHER PICTURE!

@Gordon: My hotdog go onnnnn

COME BACK JACK

Finals are over. WHOOOO. Finally. My finals schedule was pretty chill, though. Let's see. I had AP World, English, and Chem on the first day. AP World wasn't that hard, but it was still pretty hard, considering I didn't study much on the early modern era and the test was 50% early modern era. But I knew it enough to finish the test in 40 minutes. Cool. Our English final was due on the day of arena, so we just did discussion during class. It was fun discussion. We just talked about bromances. And Chem finals were easy since I had all the formulas copied down on the index card. Whoo. And then yesterday I only had to go to PE. And then today I only had to go to Rosales. I still got to school at like 8:15, so I just stayed in Donohue's class. I didn't study much. And the final was so easy. It was only 6 problems, and it was all algebra. Easy stuff. But let's not talk about school. Let's talk about the last week of awesome. Ever.

Meagan, Sean, and I stalked Leung and Jack for a while, hoping to get see some action. There was no action :/ Then there was the great adventure at Stonestown with Amanda, Cindy, V. Trinh, Ryan, Godzillawoman, Sharon, and the broda Aaron. Awkwardness ensues. But all in all, we camerawhored at the Apple Store, went into some very feminine stores, and had awkward conversation. Godzillawoman and I also ice skated around the Gap store. The others just stood and laughed D: But it's perfectly fine for them to be pedophiles and gawk over a little kid. "Oh my god, it moved its hand!" Disgusting. Oh, we took a picture with a real live Apple employee! It was so exciting. Overall, today was an awesome day. But it's an omen. If today was an awesome day, then next semester is gonna suck. Nothing can ever compare to the almighty Aaron Louie complaining that we're loud. VIVIAN OUT.

JACK! WHERE ARE YOU, JACK?! IT'S SO COLD! I CAN'T BECAUSE I'M THE KING OF THE WORLD!

Quote of the Day

"Jack! Come back!" Gordon

"Does Y come after R?" Broda

"You guys are so loud" Broda

"Oh my god! That means she gets a fortune cookie!" Cindy

"I like six year olds in bed" V. Trinh

Day made.

Quote of the Day

"Ovaries are organs that produce eggs, estrogen, and progesterone. Females are born with 300,000+ immature eggs. Estrogen and progesterone help stimulate the growth of pubic hair, breast development, strengthen bones, stimulate the monthly menstrual cycle, and prepare the body for pregnancy" Sherry

"This is the size of your uterus" Sherry

"I want to be sanitized" Sherry

"Those are the two ball things right?" Sherry

"Do you think it's better to have it longer or shorter?" Sherry

Health is fun.

Really Really Really Really Really Angry

Tuesday, January 12, 2010. A day I will never forget. The day that changed me. I've never been more motivated to work hard and make someone of myself. I've also never been this angry. Ever. I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown. But that's okay. My anger will fuel my determination to better myself. I just hope I can always carry around this determination. This will never happen to me ever again.

A couple of minutes ago, I thought I was going to go crazy. I felt terrible. I went into the bathroom and tried to rip my towel apart. Then I walked around ferociously until I felt better. I think that's how I throw temper tantrums. It's a first, I might add. But it helped. I don't feel angry anymore. But I do feel scared. I don't think I've ever been truly scared, either. But I actually feel scared right now. Life sucks. I'll get through it. Just make it to college. Just make it college, and I'll be able to escape.

Quote of the Day

All golden quotes from Maria

"I'm gonna go spit in a bush now"

"I spit in a recycling bin instead"

"I spit in the recycling bin like five times already"

"WOLFMAN?!"

Except this. This is from Larry

"Let's gather nuts"

And this from V. Fong

"Janice is a guy's name?!"

Quote of the Day

"It's not illegal; it's frowned upon... like masturbating on an airplane" Alan

"I didn't know they gave out rings at the Holocaust" Alan

"Suck my dick" Melissa

"No thank you" Alan

Despite all of these quotes being from The Hangover, the movie wasn't that good. It had a lot of witty dialogue, but otherwise, the movie wasn't very fun. I wouldn't put it on my top movies list.

"She gave me wank" Jessa

Quote of the Day

"Let's not ruin the perfect bachelor party by talking about the wedding" -Zack Martin

"Hey hey hey. Are you me? You 幫我應成? Why, huh, why?" Hawick Lau

I love Chinglish

Fresh Semester, Fresh Start

So this is it. This is the last week. This is Finals Week. Or as I like to call it, Trying to Cram for Your Geo Final Whilst Taking Your Chem Final Week. So it's Cram Week for short.

So I was at Piano this morning. It made me sad. I think I should actually start practicing. Better late than never, right? I mean, I've practiced maybe a month combined this semester? But I think I'll actually start practicing next semester. And I'm not gonna procrastinate. Hohoho. It'll be difficult. Just as how Bella is Edward's type of heroin, procrastination is my heroin. Or marijuana. I like marijuana better. Procrastination is to me, as marijuana is to Stephenie Meyer. I'm not really sure why I referenced Twilight. I think it's because I was thinking about checking Dan Bergstein's blog for a new post.

...anyway. So it's time to start breaking bad habits and start developing good ones. This is going to take a lot of determination. And motivation. And, most importantly, no internet. I don't think the internet is very good for me. I think... I'll only use the computer when I absolutely finish homework. Oh god. That means no music. Okay, I'll turn the WLAN off and listen to music. And when I'm done, I'll turn it back on. DONE DEAL. And no more procrastinating in the morning. I usually go and brush my teeth, and then I have 15-20 minutes to get dressed. Except getting dressed takes me two minutes, so I usually go back to sleep. So I waste a lot of time doing that. I'm not gonna do that anymore since I'll have a 1-2 and have to wake up half an hour earlier. Oh god. A 1-2. Oh, the horror. The horror. I was quoting Sheldon from The Big Bang Theory, BTdubs. You should watch it. It's a good show. So yep. I'm gonna take Fong. Even though that means having Chem first thing in the morning. But it's okay. I thought it through, and having Chem first thing in the morning is really good for Finals--I mean, Cram Week. Cuz right now, I have AP World, English, and Chem finals on the first day. Bad. Bad. And plus, I've always wanted 14-15 lunch so I could ditch the stupid rallies. SO HECK YES. No more rallies for me, suckers.

Did you like my five paragraph post yesterday? It's like a new high. I'm proud of myself. I actually only had the first two paragraphs, but then I started talking about Cartoon Network and things just started snowballing from there. In no time, I had written three longbutt paragraphs. Happy Santa. o<[]:{|> He doesn't look very happy. o<[]:{D> There we go. Happy Santa! Okay. So I still have to finish my English Essay. Darned two weeks of doing nothing. And Cram for AP World. And Chem. So yes. VIVIAN OUT.

Rant @Schedule & TV

Lost in the Dao of the Announcer. I sound nerdy. Dao is such an AP World thing. And a couple days ago, I used "independent clauses" in normal everyday conversation. WTN. Anyway, that announcer. I'm very likely going to take the second schedule, the one with Fong for Chemistry. I was actually pretty conflicted a couple of minutes ago. And then I decided to go on Neopets and play Turmac Roll. I became significantly happier after playing some Turmac Roll.

I feel kinda bad for not taking Ms. D, though. But I just don't like the way she teaches. Then again, she doesn't give homework. And Fong gives homework. Hmm. Turn off. But taking Fong means I can have a better schedule. Dilemmical. Very dilemmical. Hmm. Conflicted again. This isn't going very well. I hate this. Everything is just suckish. Why is everything so suckish? Darn. I'm torn inside again. Must resort to drastic measures. I must play online games. I can play Miguzi Splashback for hours. They used to have it on cartoonnetwork.com, but then they took it off since Miguzi hasn't been on for years. So now all Cartoon Network has are lame shows.

I remember the good old days with Billy and Mandy. The days before Chowder. Good days. Now they have all these weird shows. TV has gone down the drain nowadays. Doesn't anyone realize that?! What happened to classics, like Johnny Bravo, Ed Edd n Eddy, Courage the Cowardly Dog, Codename: Kids Next Door, Foster's... I remember when Foster's was the new it thing. They had Foster's stuff everywhere. And now it's... nonexistent. Angry Santa. Oh, and Samurai Jack. While learning about the samurai in AP World on Thursday, all I could think about were the good times I had watching Samurai Jack. And Teen Titans. Teen Titans was one of the best shows ever. And Cartoon Network had that live action show, Out of Jimmy's Head. WTN. It's Cartoon Network. Doesn't make any sense. TV just sucks nowadays.

And the same thing's happening with Nickelodeon. And Disney Channel. Basically, all the channels I grew up with are now sucking. I mean, come on. iCarly?! True Jackson, VP?! What the heck. What happened to All That? The Amanda Show? Drake & Josh, Ned's Declassified?! Zoey 101, even--sort of. And the cartoons suck now too. The Mighty B! What the heck is that? It's just about some socially awkward girl scout with braces. What's the appeal? Why are they showing such terrible shows? What happened to Danny Phantom, Doug, Hey Arnold, Chalkzone, Avatar?! Mannn. Life would be so much better with those shows. Days of my childhood, days of my childhood.

And Disney Channel. Don't even get me started. WTN. JONAS?! The acting is bad, the show is cheesy... it makes the Jonas Brothers lame beyond reason. Sonny With A Chance. Demi Lovato? Can't act. The only person holding the show up is Sterling Knight. Wizards of Waverly Place? Had it been not on Disney, it would actually be pretty good. Minus the wizard part, though. But the cast is good. Suite Life on Deck? A tad too dragged out. They shouldn't have done a spinoff. Hannah Montana? Let's not. Ugh. So terrible. I miss the good old days of Disney Channel. With Jett Jackson, That's So Raven, Lizzie McGuire. I remember waiting for the new Lizzie McGuire episode every Friday. The days before you had to be a secret popstar, or a wizard, or belong on a TV show, or live on a cruise ship in order to be on Disney Channel. Shows back in the day were real. And the true classics like Boy Meets World, Smart Guy, Even Stevens... I loved Boy Meets World. Eric Matthews will always hold a pedestal in the idol section of my memory. That guy inspires me to be awesome. And Cory Matthews. He inspires me to be awkward. And Smart Guy. Such a memorable series. I actually rewatched all the episodes over the summer. I was a happy duck during the summer. Ah, alas, Even Stevens. Such an inspiring show. I will always refer to Shia LaBeouf as Louis Stevens.

Whooooooooo. Longbutt post, nice trip down Memory Lane. VIVIAN OUT.

Speechless

So frustrating. Usually when people ask me how my day was, I say it was good. But if you ask me now, I would say it's nuckenfutsing terrible. First, I'm practically failing AP World. WTN. This is terrible. Sure, I had a whole month to work on the project. But in reality, I only had half an hour. Half an hour I utilized well, I must say. Second, this week has been terribly hectic. Seriously. I have never had such a terrible week before. Dude. WTN. Terribleness. I wrote two essays last night. And the stupid announcer. Despite having second pick, I am completely lost in the way of the announcer.

I'm not sure whether to take De la Riarte or Fong. I have De la Riarte right now. She doesn't teach, and we don't have homework. And whenever we do classwork, it's amazingly easy. And if it's kinda hard, we get to do it in groups. I hate the way she teaches. She's such a pushover. But I like her class though. It's chill. We just do nothing. So I'm contemplating taking Fong. I'm sure as heck not taking Johnson because he doesn't teach either and they actually have homework. But Fong's class seems too hard. WTN. Angry Santa. But if I take Fong, it solves a lot of problems with my schedule. Like this:

1-2 Chemistry Fong

4-5 WHAP Magsanay

6-7 PE Donohue

9-10 English Recht?

11-12 lunch

14-15 English Recht?

16-17 Geometry Rosales

19-20 Driver's Ed Cho

Everything works out. But I'm not sure if I should take Fong. ARGH. o<[]>:{|> The announcer's a nuckenfutser right now. So frustrating D: I don't have anything to say. I'm speechless. VIVIAN OUT, I guess.

Quote of the Day

"I never got the name Jeffrey. You have the Jeff, and then the reeeeeeeeeeeee" Ian, little kid I tutor

"You can stay here with these fellow losers" Maria

"At this rate, even Ms. D will be out" Eddie

Frustration Comes From the Littlest Things

So I finished my AP World project last night. Despite having a month to work on it, I only spent thirty minutes on it. It looks terrible. It doesn't even look like a canoe. It looks like a boat. But it looks like a nice boat. Just a bad canoe. And there aren't even seats. I'm contemplating cutting up some index cards and taping them on as seats. School was absolutely terrible this week. Seriously. I have to finish two essays by tonight. English Huck Finn essay + AP World DBQ rewrite. That's like 5 hours. It's almost seven. Angry Santa. o<[]>:{|>

So announcer today. WHOOOOOOOOO. My schedule sucks. It's all Driver's Ed's fault. If it weren't only 19-20, then everything would be perfect. I would have the same exact schedule I have right now. Except with Donohue, and not Axt. SIGH. Frustrating. I have to get a 1-2. Or maybe not. Iono. Frustrating. Angry Santa. So basically I have my schedule worked out to:

1-2 PE Donohue

4-5 AP World Magsanay

6-7 Geo Rosales

9-10 lunch

11-12 lunch

14-15 English Recht

16-17 Chemistry De la Riarte

19-20 Driver's Ed Cho

Ugh. So frustrating. And it's only because I have to stick with De la Riarte and Rosales. They don't teach anything. And I don't know anything about Geo or Chem because of them. So I have to stay with them to ensure my A. Plus, I am only allowed to take AP World 4-5 with Magsanay. And there are only like 4 slots for English honors. If I take Recht 9-10, I would have to run from the end the math wing all the way to the bungalows. Not fun. If I take Mitchell 1-2, then I would have English then AP World then Geo in a row. Not fun. And I can't take Mitchell 4-5 since I have to take AP World 4-5. So I'm basically stuck. I would drop into regular English, but they actually do work in regular English. Not fun. I just sleep everyday in Recht's class. She doesn't care. I have a B. It's so frustrating. And I highly doubt people are gonna get 9-10 lunch anymore. So what am I supposed to do during 9-10?! ARGH. So frustrating. I hate this. I hate this so much. Angry Santa. And I must work on my essays too. I don't wanna end on a bad note, so

Now it's time for so long. But I'll sing just one more song. Thanks for doing your part. You sure are smart! You know with me, and you, and my dog Blue, we can do anything. That we wanna do. VIVIAN OUT.

My Name Is G-Dragon

Alright guys. Too much work. Way too much work. Why does it feel like Winter Break has yet to start?! Oh god. This is terrible. I keep on thinking, "It's fine, I'll have Winter Break to study for this--oh wait. Winter Break ended already. I'm screwed" For the past couple of days, this has been going on and on and on and on. It's terrible.

But let's not talk about that. Let's talk about other stuff. Let's see. Maria can't rhyme. This is how she rhymes:

That tree is green. It makes my spleen... go straight.

This is how she thinks people should rhyme:

I am writing in my blog. Yes I am. Blog.

All you have to do is repeat the last word from your first sentence. That's how Maria rolls. Sentence.

Kim grows increasingly awkward.

Have you ever talken to Barney Stinson?

Also, she asks people to dances funny. If you remember, ask her to ask you to dance. Also, today she came up to me and squirted me in the face with a naked child. It was a dude, BTdubs.

So I was dressed sort of Asian today. You know, North Face jacket. So I have decided that whenever I wear this jacket, I will be renamed to G-Dragon. Yes. It's Gangster-Dragon. Asian Style. Doesn't it sound delightfully Asian? Well, I can't really focus on this because I'm trying to do homework, so... VIVIAN OUT.

So This Post is for Monday

Sorry I haven't been blogging lately. I've just been really busy. SO. I can't put three days worth of stuff into one post, so this one is for Monday. I actually wrote this on Monday, but didn't have time to publish it. So here is how I felt on Monday:

So I'm actually really depressed today. And I have a valid reason. I seriously do. I just didn't get enough sleep today. I slept early too. I slept at 12. And woke up at 7. And even though I got 7 hours of sleep, it just kind of had that "I'm a freshman with a 1-2 and have to wake up at 6:30" feeling. You know? Haven't had that feeling since June. But it came back this morning. And the feeling is just like of like a sick puppy being slapped in the face. I'm not really sure how that analogy is supposed to work out, but it feels like that. Iono. Weird.

And I wasn't sure I would be able to wake up. Like actually wake up. Because during Winter Break, my alarm would go off at 8 and I would think, "Okay, I'll sleep for ten minutes and then wake up" And then I would wake up "ten minutes later", except it would actually be 12. Yep. So I had my doubts about myself. But I made it. I woke up immediately. I wasn't really able to open my eyes, though. It took me about five minutes to master that ability. Sigh. Angry Santa. >:{|> This whole "not being able to sleep for 10-11 hours" thing is just really depressing. It's depressing beyond reason. I'm not even kidding. And then there's AP World. I was supposed to study for it over break. Except I didn't. At all. And we have a project due Friday. I started that yesterday. It's gonna look terrible. But hey. I'm only planning on spending three hours tops on it. So whatever.

Robert Pattinson & Korean Boy Bands

So. I didn't do much homework today. School in two days. Haven't started on AP World project. Hurray. These past couple of days, I've just been watching old TVB dramas. Nuckenfuts. I remember when I could watch those all day and still finish homework in ten minutes. But that was eighth grade. And now sophomore year's half over. WOW. It went by so quickly. Soon, it'll be junior year. Which I probably won't survive. Alas, five APs. Maybe I should cut down. I really should have thought it through and taken AP Chinese this year. Why didn't I take AP Chinese this year?! Why didn't I think it through?! Argh. Perhaps I'll just take AP Chinese in senior year. GOD. If only I could have taken it during freshman year. Angry Santa. o<[>:{|>

Anyway. Almost end of sophomore year --> junior year --> senior year --> graduation --> college --> jobs --> retirement --> death. Wow. I'm only seven steps away from death :OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO It's ok. You guys are too. I'm taking you with me to the grave. UGH. All this talk is making me depressed. We're near death! D:

But I don't like talking about that. I was watching the Disney Channel New Year's thingy last night. Wow. Haven't watched Disney Channel in years. Felt like a little kid again. Seriously. It felt like it did when I was seven or eight. Good times, good times. I felt little kid happy. Disney's good at making you feel dumbed down. Hohoho. Anyway, beside watching TVB dramas and Disney, I've been watching HK movies. Wow. I feel asian. It feels disgusting. >:|

First, I watched L for Love, L for Lies [我的最愛]. I know, I know. It sounds absolutely asian. And disgusting. I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I disappointed you. D: D: D: Please forgive me. But it's not my fault. It's the fault of all those people that talk about Korean dramas all the time. I felt as if I had to assert my Chineseness. Oh god, and the freaking Korean boy bands. Seriously. Disgusting. If I ever watched one, I would have to watch all the American Pie + Harold & Kumar + Harry Potter movies, or just any movie with Jason Segel/Neil Patrick Harris, and all the How I Met Your Mother + The Big Bang Theory + Even Stevens + One Tree Hill episodes in order to cleanse myself. And don't even get me started on the Korean boy bands. Seriously? I would rather fangirl over Robert Pattinson. Hmm. Debatable. Korean boy band VS. Robert Pattinson. Hohoho. That would be funny. If that ever happened, we could just drop a bomb and annihilate them all :D Oh god. Why aren't there more effects on the font? I just have stupid bold and italicize. I want one with fire and one with Hitler. Here, imagine Robert Pattinson on fire. And Hitler strangling Korean boy bands. Doesn't that feel good? Ah. That image made me happy. VIVIAN OUT.